Monday, August 24, 2009

Please forgive me to those who post comments I would love to comment to you but am not sure how, do I post comment here or do i respond in email since you are also coming to email? The computer savy my hat is off to you just give me simple on off buttons and I am good to go. OK day 2 here we go. My eyes are open laying in bed and my dogs are giving me my daily dose of morning love, such pure love what a joy to wake up with, but my head is spinning so badly I can hardly focus and I find that I can barely move, my brain is a big cotton puff and as I look around i am not sure if anything looks familiar or not, i felt as though my spirit had jumped out of my body on impact and hasn't been able tofind it's way back to me yet, it is a very strange and empty feeling, I am very disconnected, but i have to pee so I must get up. Well 30 minutes later I have found a way to move I think but the pain is almost unbearable but I get up to sitting position hanging on for dear life cuz the spinning inside my head is unreal and the headache is blinding only to attempt to stand and come crashing to the floor, aha my legs and my body cannot support me, omg what a shock that was, well i still have to pee so i crawl to the bathroom,(by now my dogs think this is a new game we are playing, so they want to help), finally I can pee, now the next step hugging the walls to my vanity so i can wash my face and brush my teeth I look in the mirror shocked again asking WHO is that person looking back at me, ok now this is getting really scary, I must lay back down because i cannot hold me up any longer. Laying here I am so discombobulated that I cannot figure out what is going on and I hav only been awake for maybe 45 minutes, boy am I in trouble.

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