I am trying to write a letter to the newspapers, my congressman, and the president about the problems I am having, and how the insurance companies are legalized theives, constantly having to prove my injuries, tired of having attornies tell me that I quote "If you need money, then get off your ass and get a job!", "You are a winey bitch and expect to much!" and "If we have to go to court you are to pretty and we will lose!" just because my injuries are mostly internal and I may look as to what they may believe to be normal,many many many people do not understand the complxities of brain injuries and we judge people by looks all the time, my dad always said to me growing up, NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY IT"S COVER! and here i am constantly being judged by my cover. If anyone out there would like to contribute a ltetter or anything to say to help me with what I will be sending to the president etc you may send it to p.o.box 470742 celebration, florida 34747 and i will put it with mine, we must have a greater voice instead of being told the brain injuries are all made upin our heads and nothing is wrong with us just because they cannot see it, the insurance companies are robbing us blind, I would never be in this finacial spot if they had paid my long term disability and covered me as I had paid for, they are stealing from us and have no accountabilyt and are getting away woth this all the time. sorry have to go lay down this is too much. love and light KEEP UP

Sat Nam, as many of you know I have been blessed with a beautiful person in my life to which she has given me great support, her name is Siri-Gian and truly she is a miracle for me. I also now know that she has put out a call for even more blessings and greater support for me and I am truly overwhelmed buy all of the support from all of you out there who have contaceted me and all the others who are praying and saying te mantra DHAN DHAN GURU RAM DAS for me for themselves and all the others who are in desperate need. I have had the devestating news that my attorneys dropped me after wating 21/2 years of doing nothing for me and the disabilityterminating me trying to say that i am not disabled (unbelievable) they did surveliience the3y say and vaguely say it is me, you cannot tell,trying to not pay. this is how the insurance compainies work, you pay all the premiums and when you need them most no one is there for you, I have been told that they wish I was dead, that is better for them, can you imagine being told that! I can barely exist not even live with my social security and will most definitely lose my home that i have fought so hard to keep during all this and the impact that this has had on my already precarious health has beennothimg short of devestating, so I bless you all and thank you and pray that all of your lives are filled with the miracles of Guru Ram Das. I eyes filled with tears each time someone contacted me telling me how they were supporting me from all ove r the world i have had responses it is truly amazing, my heart is blown wide open, and as one beautiful strong woman (Beth) said to me, never give up, miracles come from everywhere, and so I shall never give up. As Yogi Bhajan said the time s are difficult but the way to do it is to KEEP UP, KEEP UP, and so I shall. Thank you all.

sorry for the delay i could not remember my sign in or remember where I put my sign in notes. I am as I am sure many of you are The Post It Queen around my house and everywhere I go, so I can remember things or to remind me of something, something I never thought I would be doing at such a young age. I am hoping alot of you signed up for the Summit at Disability.gov to help give us a voice and today at the sight there is alot of info about what is being done for people with disabilities. I can assure you that I am NOT a political person but we do need a voice. Anyhow back to day 2 where I left off so long ago. The process and nightmare now begins when I see my doctor God bless his soul, and he starts sending me foer test and tests and tests, I have had enough MRI's and Cat scans and exrays to light up the world for a week I am sure. Wow was that difficult and painful to endure, but the proof is in the pudding, the spinal damage has been confirmed as well as the tears and brusing and sweelling of the brain, although it was a relief to know that what I was feeling was real in all my confusion but the reality was also quite a shock for me as well. I just could not grasp and understand what had happened to me, who is this person, I had always been very very healthy, riding my bike 10 miles a day, doing pilates 4 times a week, traveling all over the country, hiking all kinds and types of mountains, danciung etc, so who was this broken confused person on these images and baffled mind? I just didn"t get it. All I did was stop at a red light!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My doctors tell me that had I not been in such great shape the damage would have been much worse, oh my God you"re kidding right? I couldn"t handle this, someone please help me.