It has been a while since i posted and much has happened, but the best that has happened was me taking Amrit and the continued connection to me, i am still not getting the helpI need from the attornies or the insurance companies but I am getting tremedous help from SoulAnswer.com and SiriGian and all those wonderful people praying and saying mantras for healinh and help for me, they have all become a family for me that i am truly greatful for and there support is priceless.Through allof thisI was asked to write here about surrendering myself,because of all the issues going on it cam to me that "If I don't surrender myself to the process I will lose me" and for me THAT is not acceptable. I have been told that I am an "Intrepid Warrior" and when I asked what that means it was said that I DO NOT give up , I move forward I surrender to the process and flow with it not fight against it, so for all of you out there with many things happening in your life good and not so good here is your mantra,"Surrender tothe process and NEVER lose yourself" and things will begin to happen, the issue for us as humans is that we want to see it all but if we did we could not handleit, so let the universe handle they already have the big picture, as a friend said to me many years ago "Slow your Roll and Go with the Flow" sounds good to me try it. Also I am in very deep gratitude everyday of my life NO MATTER what is happening , go deep , don't just look at the surface, that is Not where it counts. much love and light to all of you, you are priceless